My forgetfullness is a part of me haha

Hey peeps! I realised that I didn't post this blog post from last study term. I wanted to post this early April-ish but I seem to have forgotten to click on the Publish button -_- How silly of me.

Anyways, some of you want me to keep on blogging and I'll try my very best to consistently post them as I've been trying to stream recently and might take that on part-time but...we'll see how that goes. Have fun reading!





I tried to be a smart student.

As some of you are aware, I'm nowhere near the category of a hardworking and intellectual student but I put my differences aside and tried to be one.

At the beginning of the term, the mindset has been made and a few arrangements have been made like a proper studying schedule (in my head), extra classes on the side with lecturers and tutor assistants, weekend activities like going out with friends or doing sport, the typical things I see and know I'm capable of doing. It felt really good moving on with the goal and it seemed achievable. Honestly, I didn't think that I would be able to continue after week 3 but... I lost my footing and wasn't really following the plans I've made.

I felt the pressure of being a smart kid, the expectations are high and people kept on thinking that my initiatives in studying and such would work out. The funny thing is that, no one knew about my little experiment until now. I mean wow! I used to put people's expectations really low in terms of education because, let's face it, being in the 21st century, these high expectations has to be met or...you know, typical people and society, let's not get there.

Let's just say I wasn't as confident as I was before when I was starting the 'Road to 4flat' route. As I came to realise to that, rather than putting all my efforts into one particular thing that I'm used to entirely, I should just keep my grades good enough and focus my energy and capacity towards things that I like, making an impact. Before we get to what I've been doing (although nothing much this term), let's go back down memory lane. Anyone remember Naruto (a.k.a Boruto's Dad)?

Of course, my religion has taught me to be the best Muslim I can be and I've been trying my very best to do so, no doubt. When I was a really cheeky boy, religion wasn't properly absorbed and affected my thinking as much as cartoons. Other than having a few of Naruto's merch(in which I still do have some of them), I got the perseverance of a shinobi that was passed down from the 7th Hokage, the tightly knit relationship he has with everyone, wanting to help everyone as much as possible and so on. (getting a bit pumped as I continue writing hehe)

I was not the only one who had this, I did mention this in the previous post, the people who were around me also helped shaped me as a true human being.

I literally feel like Naruto right now! I'm so excited! Well, whatever then... Relating my whole life's story based on an anime some of you have not watched might not be the best way to explain but...I digressed.

The point of the matter is, just be confident in who you are and diverge from your Nindo (Ninja Way). Everything will turn out well in the end, even if it looks muddy and cloudy like the waters of Sungai Pinang. Be true to yourself, not everyone will like you but try your best to like everyone. Alright? Cool.

Aites peeps, thanks for reading through my thoughts and opinions. If you want to share anything with me, I'd be happy to accept your words of wisdom...or hatred. It depends.

Also, a shoutout to Iman! It's her birthday today! Happy birthday! :3





Never go hungry and stay safe.
U'wais out!