The Stories of U'wais

Monday really should be a weekend, rather than being the day we dread coming our way every time we start a week.  In other unrelated statements... Having lived in this world for 23 years, having to experience life hasn't really been my forte. I have friends who have a very busy social life, memories made daily with a handful of friends and loved ones, scuba diving, partying, jumping off cliffs, etc... ...and there's me. A human being living amongst the almost 8 billion people and the trillions of other species roaming the globe or even in space!  What have I not done to be thinking this way? I question. Am I going through a mid-life crisis? I hope not. Have I lived my life more than some? Alhamdulillah, God has blessed me with the things I've had, learned, and experienced. But I still ponder, what made me think this on a Monday under the showers? I was a shy wee child (I know. Hard to believe). I preferentially still am. Unlike my siblings, some of them really have been tra...

My words flaunt hopelessly through minds I dare not speak left to rot and burrow in the shallowness of deceit   Shall not my presence linger my scent be remembered for I shall not be around when their emotions strike hunger   Dare not I believe that a maiden, for me, was dawned Hope and shame no longer forged waiting to be dug out from the valley lawn   Thou shall not present to the man that has brought pain The emotional hunger shall not be laid for the dreaded eyes of blooded tears   Believe me when I put forth this case “No matter what or who, life’s a disgrace” “but only if you leave it that way” replied a ghost with truths, I once forsake   No matter the amplitude, or walls of nature Through thick and thin, you must embrace to bring you towards the limelight of life the joy and peace trots as they interlace

Assalamu'alaikum! Hey peepo-leepo! How are you peeps doing? I hope you're doing great or okay. If you feel like you're not, it's gonna be okay. Okay? 😉 A close friend of mine brought up an interesting subject from our everyday-casual texting sessions which actually made me think. In order to do that, it took some time for me to wallow into the abyss of that particular situation. 'Have you ever imagined your life without your loved ones?' Now now… Before you go 'ugh 😒' or 'alaaaa', I know what you're thinking. It sounds cliché and what not but hear me out. It really does make you think. Have YOU ever imagined YOUR life without YOUR loved ones?  I know it made me think. Oh! By the way, the answer was no. Hence, this post! 😂 Loved one(s). The way I understand is that it goes both ways. You could be loving a particular person or group of people that you love and care for so much...or...it could be that particular person of g...

Hey peeps! I realised that I didn't post this blog post from last study term. I wanted to post this early April-ish but I seem to have forgotten to click on the Publish button -_- How silly of me. Anyways, some of you want me to keep on blogging and I'll try my very best to consistently post them as I've been trying to stream recently and might take that on part-time but...we'll see how that goes. Have fun reading! I tried to be a smart student. As some of you are aware, I'm nowhere near the category of a hardworking and intellectual student but I put my differences aside and tried to be one. At the beginning of the term, the mindset has been made and a few arrangements have been made like a proper studying schedule (in my head), extra classes on the side with lecturers and tutor assistants, weekend activities like going out with friends or doing sport, the typical things I see and know I'm capable of doing. It felt really good moving on w...

Hey there everyone. I'm guessing some of you were already expecting this post and was eagerly waiting for it (not) . I've been a bit rusty in the mental-&-emotions-to-words department but my fingers are cracked, mind and soul partially ready but that's good enough. I present to you...after so long. COMEBACK IS REAL!!! Since 2017 is coming to a close and the gates are also shutting for the 'young'un' phase of my life as I'll be hitting 21 next year (blessed to be on this Earth for this long and for more years to come, Alhamdulillah), I wanted to write something a little bit special for my comeback. It might go way off from the post's title but whatever. It took me some time after the polls I've posted on Twitter and Facebook but as recently, I've had some time for myself and my brain brought me into a state of infinite mental and emotional connections thinking about my... ...past and regrets. My memories , the goo...

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