COMEBACK IS REAL!!!

Hey there everyone. I'm guessing some of you were already expecting this post and was eagerly waiting for it(not). I've been a bit rusty in the mental-&-emotions-to-words department but my fingers are cracked, mind and soul partially ready but that's good enough. I present to you...after so long.
COMEBACK IS REAL!!!

Since 2017 is coming to a close and the gates are also shutting for the 'young'un' phase of my life as I'll be hitting 21 next year (blessed to be on this Earth for this long and for more years to come, Alhamdulillah), I wanted to write something a little bit special for my comeback. It might go way off from the post's title but whatever. It took me some time after the polls I've posted on Twitter and Facebook but as recently, I've had some time for myself and my brain brought me into a state of infinite mental and emotional connections thinking about my...

...past and regrets.

My memories, the good and the bad, was viciously distant from each other. You would understand that as having a boring life though, right? I really do. But at some points, it might not be so bad being 'naively' living. At least my bucket list stays full till the end. Haha! Back to the point...

I would like to ask for forgiveness from everyone that is reading (if Heaven could read this... this includes you, lil man). Being a very cheeky kid since my first earthly breath has been really hard on, mainly, those who has had the trouble of caring for me, be friending me, and any other action that you would have to come across the infamous U'wais first hand. A human being such as myself has been through the highs and lows of life that Allah has put me through much like any of you. Human and weak.

Life has been a great journey, I kid you not. I loved every moment of the fortunate and unfortunate events and experiences. Every. Moment. With every being that came and left. Every. Living. Thing. It has thought me a lot, although some will not argue that is hasn't matured me, yet. I agree too but that entitles me to a whole different debate. Moving on, I was bombarded with skepticism and pressed with 'reminders' about how we shouldn't be living in the present and to always think about what lies ahead by learning from the past. As for me, however, being in the moment and not thinking too much was all that is important.                                                                                                                                              to not have regrets.
To list personal examples would take quite a substantial amount of time and energy from you and I. Let's just cut to the chase!

My fellow peeps, appreciate those around you. I don't just mean the people but also the environment, every single being on Earth and beyond(if there is any) and most importantly, the moment. I find myself in a lot of these situations where I go beyond the norms and rules to experience things. Sometimes sacrificing some things, usually money or sleep or both. But I try to minimize the loss of experiences that are laid right in front of me. I didn't have an awesome life but I had a life that was meaningful and that would make me smile every time I think back to those moments on my life-line. Live today Live now. and you will live forever. I never liked thinking "I should've done that", neither do you I bet. When the opportunity is placed under your nose, just jump right in and think about the consequences later. Reminiscing regrets, shall not.

   Terima kasih

                           நன்றி

                                           谢谢

                                                      Thank you so much to everyone who has been in my life through the 20-year journey I've had on this world we call home. I cannot thank you enough for being patient, teaching me everything I know and for shaping me into becoming who I am today. Be patient, more is yet to come. I promise. I may not have been in contact with some of you, it might have been for the fact that we're not that close as we used to or I just lost your contact entirely. Give me a holla okay?

My present life is good, Alhamdulillah. I hope to be mature, intelligent, manly, macho gentleman by the time I get back (not too soon). Nothing much to say about it though. Haha...anyways,

The future looks mysteriously bright. But, yeah, challenges comes to you every single day in one form or another. See you soon!










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UpinMadHatter out!